You must have seemed strong and self-confident...keep that going...and no matter what happens, you'll be in great shape. Also, while it's good to acknowledge those baby steps - don't make too much of them...just keep doing what you're doing...especially if it feels like it works...but just don't start pursuing or doing anything that seems too eager. I have no doubt that she knows you love her - so no need to say that again - now just let her see that you'll be fine...no matter what she says or does...she's taking in and observing everything - just let that happen - and focus on you...that's where your strength is...
Glad to see that you're not feeling as mopey as you were 6 months ago!