Thanks for dropping by karen43. Do you have a thread going?
I guess I look at other divorcing couples and that is where my confusion comes in. We still have an active sex life. We enjoy spending time together. He helps me with my household projects. He's the one that comes back to me. Our wedding collage that my mom made is still hanging up in 'our' house. .... I really do feel like I'm going a bit crazy. Half of me is pee-issed because he leaves me out of things; I'm hidden away. He won't commit. But then I think about how he spent the whole day replacing the brakes and axle on my trailer; brainstorming on how to make it cuter. How he has given me $$ to help with the costs.
Actually, I just threw my back out and I think a huge part of it is because I am not expressing how hurt and angry I am. Maybe counseling will help with this. I have a bad feeling that my vacation is not actually going to happen.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
