Looks like the ride on the roller coaster is going to get interesting in the next couple of weeks. Today about an hour after my earlier post, I was lucky enough to be one of the few to be let go/laid off from by employer.
I immediately spoke to W - after all we do still have mortgage and bills together. To my surprise she was amazingly supportive, and told me to just come down and take my time to look for new job. Its not like her to be like that, normally she would be you have to hurry and find a new one, but this time the 2 of us seem to be playing opposite rolls. She even suggested that I spend more time with S3 while looking - already told her that I planned to.
Talk about being on the rainy side of life - when it rains on me it seems to pour. Even with this minor set back, I am still going to work on saving my R and M and having my W come home. In a way, I sort of hope that this helps the two of us come closer together - I know its a bad thought - but God and fate has its own plans for us, I'm hoping that this involves the 2 of us being together again.
Me 35 W 30 S 3 M 7 : T 13 yrs Separated 2/20/09 My Story