Yep, another WAW - in last resort

[lonelywolf]

I understand last resort is counter-intuitive, but I just want to talk to my wife on the phone.

Actually, I think that's one reason she refuses to talk to me - I might be able to convince her to call it off. The last time we did talk, she made what I thought was an off-handed comment "you're very good at making convincing arguments." Perhaps she thinks if we actually talked, I would explain why this is a very bad idea.

Or perhaps not. It just hurts not talking to someone I've talked to everyday for the last 11 years.

Well, for now, I just have to focus on myself and making myself a better person and repenting for my crappy behavior.