So, knowing this, it should be much easier to move on?
It should be but right now the pain I'm in feels insurmountable. I feel like I'm right back at the beginning. I'd got over the fact that my H was sleeping with another woman now every time I close my eyes that's all I can see.
Younger daughter reported to older one today that the baby was planned. Of course that may not be 100% of the truth but that must be hurting them so much and I am powerless to do anything about it. I feel so useless.
I called in sick today. I just couldn't face going to work. I'm supposed to be on a course tomorrow but I won't be going on that either. I need to try and get myself back on track for Friday otherwise I won't be up to my graduation either.
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
