Love you Beginners..... I know WHY I'm mad....I just want to let it go. I KNOW how important it is to my marriage to do this....but it's just soooo hard. As far as "cheating" on me, H really doesn't feel that way. He believes because he came home and separated from me first, he did nothing truly wrong, but yet, he's sorry for what he did do. Believe me, I think it was cheating still, separated or not he was still married during this crap. I need your strength Beginners..... God help me. I need to let this go. Might be time to get back into IC. I stopped because of money issues, but I really loved my therapist and she really has helped me makes strides in areas of myself I wanted to work on. I know it's money well invested. I plan on calling her tomorrow. She'll be thrilled to hear H made some great strides back toward us.
