H was in a very bad mood fromt he get go. We fought this morning about silly stuff just like we always do.
I left to go to work but I ended my day early and instead of picking up my daughter, I can home to try and get things straightened out and hopefully salvage some of the day.
That did not go very good, becasue as soon as I got home I noticed that the locks on the front door was changed. He said that it was something that needed to be done anyway and handed me a key. I was still confused why it was done at all.
Then he wants to forget anything happened at all this morning and have sex. I am not in the mood and I am still upset but do it anyway he says. NO NO NO NO!!! Why do men think that sex solves everything!?!?!?!
We went to pick up my daughter from daycare together and ended up fighting most of the way there and back. Now he is outside and I am inside. I don't want to be around him right now. I feel like nothing is getting any better and we are the exact same as we was when I filed for the divorce.
I am suppose to make up my mind by the end of uly. Right now I am still up in the air as to what I should do. I may just postpone it another couple of months.....
Me-31 Him-28 D1-9 D2-6 Married 5-06 Seperated 12-07 He filed 1-08 Reconciled 4-08 D dropped 7-08 Bomb dropped about H's activities outside the marriage 4-21-09 Filed for D 4-28-09 Trying to make a go of it 6-09
