I wanted to be friends but feel like I can't do it right now. 1. Too tied up in my expectations of reconciliation (none now). 2. I need to detach. 3. I can't fake it right now either. 4. And the nonchalance thing mentioned above.

There are probably some who are saying:

"O'dog, you're still getting over a lot of anger." Yes, I am. It's not wrong or right. It just is. It will leave when it's ready.

"You should be friends for the kids sake." Hmmm...not sure about that. Kids are going to see thru a facade very quickly so I'm not going to live behind one and pretend the friendship is something it's not. At this point I'm not doing or saying anything negative. I'm just not doing or saying anything. Kids need a happy confident dad first.


I've heard about the Divorce Party thing too. Seriously?!

"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh