Her expectations for me right now are simply too much for me to agree to. She wants me to be "cooperative" (her words) on the issue of alimony -- meaning, she wants me to accept whatever she deigns to offer. She wants me to "cooperative" on the kids, and I am, to a fault. She wants me to be "friendly" and "open" to her friendship and "comfortable" in her new house....and right now that's just not on. Too many things have been said, too many stories have been told, for me to simply eat that plate of sh*t and smile and ask for another helping. Maybe someday. Not now.
I can't tell you how much this feels like my sitch. And my view is the same; Maybe someday. Not now.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
