Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[S.T. _I Made It!]

and B, when your life is filled with joy, your memory of pain will be faded. it won't be that feeling of overwhelming burden that you can't bare. It will make a difference on where your focus and your heart is.

I think this D thing might be what the issue is. this is the final step, the step that you never wanted to happen, but it's okay. you are choosing the righteous and positive path and he is choosing the path of death. you cannot be dragged with him, you must follow God's path if you want to live.

I am very proud of you, I know this is the worst experience that you have been thru, and you should be proud of yourself. You are a wonderful person, as well as a wonderful mother. and you are a wonderful wife, and I'm sorry that he wasn't able to see the destruction he has caused. God has a wonderful plan for you though, and your life will be brighter and it will be full of joy. don't let these documents ruin anything that you have learned. instead take your past and learn from it, so that you will not fall into the same problems again and be thankful that the man God will give you will be a God fearing man, one who will love you and your child, and that you now have received the wisdom that God has given you thru this journey to love and respect that man too.