Being Me,

Thank you! Courage, yes, I'm needing a lot of it right now. I'm waiting on a phone call from my attorney to see IF I get some visitation with my children when they come in for the Hearing next Wednesday. IF? If I have visitation?

I haven't seen, hugged, touched, or been with my children since May 8th, and they are talking IF.

My children have been my life since the moment I saw them, well, actually, my S was born first, but you know what I mean. They gave me the reason for my life... the reason I reach to do the best I can and to learn to do better. For Dick, they are just pawns... for me, they are my miracles, my personal gift from God.

Can someone tell me why this is happening this way, can someone make sense of this for me?


Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........