Sometimes I look back at time, since 2005 and think oh my gosh where did this time go. Am I normal? lol Because like you I really do believe that marriage is a life long commitment. If I could have had a different belief it would have been much easier.
There are just still alot of emotions and still some days of i cant believe this is my life.
I would have done anything for things to be different....I really hate this for my kids! It is about the foundation that we teach them and its so hard without that!