H is on two weeks holiday. That means his skulking around here far too often for my liking-then disappearing for hours on end with a barely mumbled "I`m off to town"
The past two mornings he came into my bed before the kids got up. I `slept` on and realised this am the only reason he`s coming in is to continue the pretence to the kids that he`s sleeping with Mummy.
Honestly, its so frustrating and insulting at this point. I really feel like bawling him out of it and throwing in the DB towel.
I`m GALing. As best I can. Find myself very drained by it all though.
Wearing nice clothes, looking my best, looking after the kids. But etting the housework slide(a 180 for me!). Haven`t the energy for it all.
Wish I could get over this hump.
FG--
Sometimes I wonder if dealing with this crap with them out of the house is easier, even if the bulk of the issues with the kids fall on our shoulders. I think your H's mood swings would drive me nuts!
Living God's blessings with grace nd dignity~ SMW
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Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
