The spouse ain't coming back. I just need to fully buy into that reality. It is not going to be an option. When I lapse into thinking that she will, then I start going in those crazy circles. I need to make it my mantra, "She's gone, gone, gone."
cville, I do my best, DB my best, and feel my best when I face the obvious fact that it is over.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
