Not offened at all...this is why I am in here.....here to learn and listen.....and pick up something along the way.....in standing I mean that what I feel God has spoken to me I have to do just that stand and wait and that I dont have a life and everyday I have to accept the fact that he may never come back.. my praying now is that one day my husband will have a realtionship with God as I do I have been a christian ever since I can remember, but till now I never knew Christ as I do now..... could it be because of what has happened or because I am older....I dont know but I wouldnt trade it for anything.... this journey I am on has gone into a different direction.... have a different way of thinking....all my thoughts, all day long were of him...our marriage...what he did... how could he....and the list goes on and on.....I take everything in here with a grain of salt.......I have to......it is people like you who help me thru this chapter in my life....words of wisdom to me.....dont ever stop doing what you do, we need that at times....thanks for caring.... and I didnt mean to offend you ....my anger is not directed at you or anyone for that matter...maybe just the way I worded things ...
