Listen, dont be so hard on yourself. You're pissed because this sucks, because the person you trusted most in the world, betrayed you. And that's ok as long as it is part of a process that you have to go through.
I do not use MLC as a get-out-of-jail free card. Ultimately, they are responsible for the choices they make. But, they are theirs to own and we have to let them.
We have to own our choices. So, you could be pissed. It's ok. Scream, punch a pillow, punch your h (oops, how did that slip in there?) say a prayer, whatever and then try to let it go. Because if you dont, you dont get to move forward on the journey.
