Last summer when I was wallowing, alone, afraid and woreout. I came up with my mantra, "I can handle it." No matter what it was I can handle it. How would I handle it? By thinking, planning, getting input, simplifying, exercising, praying, mojo and staying busy. The "snakes" invaded when I got tired, hungry, and bored. I knew what triggered them and worked around them. You didn't ask to be here. You do have to deal with it though. I promise the fear of what you are facing is not as bad as the reality. Take action, get some facts and start working your plan. Don't you give up on yourself. Dust yourself off and take a stand for yourself (it feels really good to do something loving for yourself). You can handle it. Nobody is giving up on you. 2x4s mean you are loved here.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
