You know, I am not a real religious person but that post helped so much. I am so emotional and angry right now. I keep fighting with H because I haven't accepted his choice. I keep lashing out because I have massive bills to pay and he is adding more.
And then, when we get into it, he falls back on blaming (which makes sense given his motivation)...
I want to stop. Today, he called and "needed" to come by and I just feel so invaded all the time...one way or the other.
I feel so out of control. I feel everything is happening...I don't want to grasp for control from this place. That is why I am seeking help.
I should go back to my relative L to determine the best way to protect myself and my credit and future stability.
