I told him most of the things you suggested, I used phrases that were too harsh to explain. He was not agreebale that I am his 34th priority as I told him. Whatever. I will be Ok guys, really.
Andabelle, thanks for stopping by. He knows I am worried sick about my sweet sweet wonderful dad. He loves him too and is worried as well. That's why he hugged me on Friday and was sweet. And that's why I feel he still could do it, turn it around, because I immediately felt my heart soften... Too bad I cant lean on him and cant be his baby anymore... K