That's just it, isn't it Gardener? There's always that one thing we can do...the trick is sometimes just clearing up our heads and hearts enough to find it...that's where I am right now - working on staying open and hopeful. Right now, when I stare at my life, it sometimes feels kind of dire - but I know, I just know, that so long as I don't give up, I can do this...
Last night, as we got home from the airport and were walking to the door my S12 said, "I'm not worried about what's happening. I know that you'll make the right decisions about what's best for us. I trust you. I know you can handle it, even if no one else could." My eyes watered as he opened the front door...his words felt like a gift...
