Got in a huge "fight" on the phone with H last night. It doesnt matter why, lets just say, the timing clicked and I was ready to push it all the way. I told him I dont love him and that I am moving forward without him on August 25th. He has time until then for some serious actions but according to MY standards, not his.
I am sure he was hurt and a bit shocked with the sound of my voice. He said I sounded disgusted of him and how could he turn THAT to love? I answered he had turned my love to "THAT" with consistency and devotion, he did all he could to make me feel stupid to love him. He should find the way to turn it around. He has the [censored] manual. He said why do I stick with this since I am so fed up with him and he makes me miserable? I said because I show my love with actions and this is the way I love my children. Didnt like my asnwer. I am glad I wasnt mean or anything K
