WEll, Im having a pretty good day today....so far anyway.
Didnt go to tkd last night. Stayed home and enjoyed the time with me kids.
My H called me yesterday at 5 when I got off of work to just say Hello.
He asked what I was going to do tonight?
Said he might go to his fire meeting which he hasnt been to in months, which he did religiously when we were married. Said he might go to that since he guessed there was no TKD (guessed?)
I dont know why he calls me sometimes.
Well last night he wanted to know if I wanted some company....I knew what he was asking...He had asked earlier after his meeting if the kids were asleep yet...I should have known then.
I said no thanks....he was a little bit of a grouch about it, but Im not going down that road with him...if he wants to come over for that kinda of company it has to be that he is living here and not trying to date other women!
He texted me and said that he hoped I had a good nights sleep then!
I just said Good night, he said "yea great".
lol....so funny....lay there and suffer, you did it to yourself.
I have been trying to stay busy. Keep putting up stop signs in my head whenever I think of things that make me anxious.
I have to see him tonight when he gets the kids....will be the last time for at least another week! ONce a week will be good for me.
And maybe he will miss me now.
Last edited by kissak; 07/14/0904:28 PM.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10