Is this a sign of the MLC fog lifting? I am the chairperson of an event that recently was completed. The followup paperwork is horrendous and takes hours and hours and hours and hours to prepare and send in for validation to the National place. I've had help and have spent a couple of late nights with friends to get this done. H has made numerous comments about all the paperwork and how time consuming it is and if it's worth the effort and amount of paperwork to keep holding the event. What's funny about this is it was the same thing last year but he didn't notice or have a clue a year ago!
Trying to test the waters a bit with a little flirting with H without much positive results - yet. I'm sorta rusty in that department anyway! lol This whole ride has been on H's pace and not mine so I won't push too much - yet. I have my own indeciveness to deal with when it comes to intimacy with H again.
We helped some friends move to a new place. H seemed very charged and enthused, same when he helped with the event I chaired. A good side of H to see again!
We also had some business decisions that didn't work out the way H planned but it was in no way H's fault although he did all the work to make everything right again.
Things seem to be okay while I am too busy to dwell on H/R/M and what's not right yet. Hard to believe it's coming up on 6 years that he snapped out of the life we had together.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
