Ok guys. Don't give up on me. I think H's move and the dwindling funds, added expense and accompanying inconveniences of two places has really gotten to me.
I read some great posts here this morning and I suppose if I view all of my own actions through the eyes of my children, I will know better what the "right" thing is to do. I mean, someone else mentioned strength and honor...I like that.
I want them to see their male role models deliver on that but I can only control me so back on the horse, aaaagain.
