Hi again and thanks for your posts. Its helpful. I have been so tired last days. Well on saturday I had a graduate party for our D21 here at home and invited our both families and few friends. I ofcourse invited my H and was very polite to him. We had a great day. I think he didnt feel well here because this was strange, he was guest in his own home. When my mother saw him she havent since Januray, she just put her arms around him and cried, and he was not letting her go they just stood there together for awhile hugging. He only felt love from my family. He was the first to leave the party, he didnt look good, its like he is not in his body, I was looking at some pictures I took. I thanked him for the day and kissed him goodby and hold his arm. I felt good I did a great job holding this party for our families and our D was happy. But I miss him terribly. Guess what happened to him on Sunday? Someone broke in to the house where he live and stole both his computers, and a flatscreen tv. Thats a big loss for him because he have everything in these computers. Bad things have happened to him lately, also someone broke into his car two months ago and stole from it. My D19 said to me "mom karma" bad things happen when you act like he does. I feel it is good to read and write when you are in this situation. I am sorry my english is not perfect and sometimes this computers stuff is complicated for me but thanks all of you who writes to me. Disa
