Mother's Day Disaster

[ACJ]

Thank you everyone. You all know how much your support means to me.

I think I am particularly upset because I always wanted a 4th child and H wouldn't entertain it. When he first left he told me again and again he didn't want anymore children and I even remember saying to him that if he kept dating much younger women eventually it would happen anyway.

Apparently D14 said to him 'You aren't even D from my mum yet' and his reply was 'I've been trying'. It's him that has been stalling on the D since February. If he had just signed everything then we would be D now.

All of his 'bomb's have had consequences at Christmas and this one is no exception. I guess their trip away for his birthday in March this year will be memorable for more reasons tham one.

I'm a total mess tihs morning. I can't not go to work as I've got to give a big presentation this afternoon. I look like I've gone ten rounds with Mike Tyson but that won't have to matter