Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

Yes, he's selfish. But, I know I cant use the 'Mom" card too often. But, I bet he wont do it again. I haven'T heard from him...no surprise. And. I'm happy about that, actually. I just want my life back. I dont want to dwell on crap. I'm excited that DCSS is getting involve. Then I dont have to deal with the stress. It's really stressful. All of it is. I swear...my ecsema flared up on my hand and my feet...now for four weeks. The last time it did this...my dad died. That's why it worries me. Because I think it is an omen...to come. It's worse than it has EVER been. I'm a bit worried what the outcome will be.