Finally trying to move on without H

[beepee]

well the day is coming to a close and its the 3rd day i havent contacted the H.

it was the hardest of the 3 days by far. im hoping the next 4 days will be easier, im halfway to my first goal of not contacting him for a whole week. proud of myself for staying in control during this horribly tough day.

In order to get back on track on not feel the same way i did today, i MUST have some goals to achieve tomorrow:

1) do a load of laundry in the morning

2) go for a walk around the neighborhood

3) work on more ebay stuff

4) relist some furniture on CL

5) read some more pages in DR

6) clean out closet and gather more stuff to sell at flea market again on sunday

7) GO ONE DAY WITHOUT CHECKING THINGS ON THE INTERNET THAT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH H!! this is very important for me in terms of detaching because today i did nothing but look at FB, MS, Twitter etc etc.. i really really need to stop. tomorrow is my one day challenge to not check anything at all. this is gonna be a tough one but i know i can do it. if i can go 3 days without contacting him, i can do this. i know i can, i know i can!

well those are my 7 goals for tomorrow. lucky number 7.
having hope that tomorrow will be much better than today.