I just got off the phone with a therapist who specializes in dealing with narcissists and relationships.
I surrender. I just have too many buttons being pushed with the kids and all of this willy nilly stuff.
The other guy I saw was a life-coach and though I liked him, I am at the point where I want someone who really gets this from a clinical perspective.
So I will see her on Thursday and we will set out a plan and I can know that I am doing everything in the interest of protecting my kids.
I think what is getting me is seeing my kids having to navigate their R with H (and me for that matter) and I really want to try to break this cycle now.
