Mother's Day Disaster

[ACJ]

I know I said I wasn't going to post here again until after D was finalised but tonight my worst nightmare came true and I need the support of people who understand.

OW IS PREGNANT

H told the two younger kids tonight as D14 is staying with him this week. I hate that he did this because now I can't be with them at the one time that they might need me.

Yet again it was D19 who told me. She found out from D14 who had rung to tell her. She said that although D14 was not crying at the time she could tell that she had been.

I've spoken to them all now and D14 did come round to see me but only stayed for about 20 mins. She has now gone back there which has doubly upset me but I'm sure she didn't realise that.

H left me just before Christmas and now this baby is also due at Christmas. Ny guess she got pregnant when they went away to Barcelona for his bday. If I'm right baby will e due roud about MILs bday.

Every time I think I'm turnig a corner this happens.

I do have some good news though. I passed my degree with a distinction and graduate on Friday. Also I got an article approved for publication in the professional press and it will appear in Saturday's edition. I just wish I had someone special to share all of this with.