Yeah - and I love how he knew it was not the right way to say it but said it anyway! There was that disclaimer before he said it - I know this isn't going to sound right...
So you can see why I'm interested in hearing where his head is at? He said all kinds of positive things as well don't get me wrong - all the positive changes I've made, he wants us to get organized (home and finances), he wants us to have fun together, etc.
That's why I'm cautiously optimistic. I think he'll find that I meant what I said - I'm not willing to go back to the way things were before. I also expect to see him making positive changes as well. This will not work if I'm the only one making positive changes. Oh yeah - I called him Thursday night but did not call on Friday. I thought if he really wants to talk to me he can call. He's not going to see my fall over him!
