Fallgirl...Xanax. Yup, know the stuff. Had a bad anxiety problem for about 6 months back in 93. I finally got so pissed off, I think I literally angered them away. I actually one day said C'mon (expletives) bring it on" when I felt one coming. They disappeared shortly after. I was prescribed that for when an attack came on. Yup, an alligator could be chewing on your leg and you would not care if you are on one of those. This time around, I'm just tired all of the time. I do sleep solidly, but then I do it for 12-13 hours. I can get away with this for awhile longer, but this is definitely not the way to go about accomplishing your goals and having a shot down the line of reconciliation. Uh, yeah, she will just feel sorry for me and come running back. On another planet, maybe, not here on earth though.