Finally trying to move on without H

[beepee]

thanks VH but i definitely know its me when it comes to those girls looking for a roommate..
cause i just posted ANOTHER ad which they responded to so they obviously didnt know it was me again that they are contacting. whatever, dont know what their problem is. but i will have patience, its the only way i can be right now if im ever going to survive this!

ive been staying dark for 2 days now. feels like a million. hasnt made me feel better yet but has made me feel like ive accomplished a huge goal which is still positive.

i feel like he wont talk to me again because i said i didnt wanna have anything to do with him anymore so i really doubt ill hear from him again until i receive the divorce papers. but i have hope that he will miss me in the near future and at least email me and ask me how i am or something. i really really hope..