I am just moving forward with my life for me and the kids. If she can come to terms with her life, and to join us again, then I will see how I feel with what she has done. I am beginning to proceed with LRT. I believe that if she were to repent, I am sure that I would be able to accept what has happened, far from happy, but I believe God willl punish her enough for what has gone on. I believe she is already being punished within herself with guilt and hurt. She will recieve plenty of punishment from God, more than I could ever give.