he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i know, we are all wondering what she wants but i just dont want to talk to her. one thing if he was living with me, i may want to hear at this point what she has to say.

im protecting myself emotionally by not talking to her. i dont feel like being upset by her and talking to her, reading her texts, will upset me.

i will see what goes on today, h will be home soon. i am planning on going out while he is here, BIG 180 for me.