Finally trying to move on without H

[beepee]

aghhhh
feeling really empty today
thinking far too much about him
and really want to contact him
but i know i cant
ive done 2 days already without it.
i guess im just really angry about not
having and money and wanting to move out
asap. no one replies to my emails
about being roommates
i feel so unwanted!!! no one seems to want me!!
agh i know its silly thinking but thats how i feel. my H left me and now no one wants to room with me. there are these 2 girls who posted an ad searching for a roommate so i emailed them and they never emailed back and then they posted another ad up and i emailed them and they havent responded and then i check my OTHER email address which i placed an ad on CL looking for a roommate and they email me there and i emailed back and now theyre not responding. ARGH this is so frustrating. i just want an apt and roommate already!!! its the city! so many people are looking yet no one wants to take me as their roommie..
not making me feel good at all. feeling so unwanted.