Well it looks like this divorce will not be busted. My w. and I had a talk on Friday. She initiated. I let her know that I am working on being the man that I want to be. She said she felt she had made a mistake by filing for divorce and starting a relationship with another man. She said she will have to carry the weight of her actions for the rest of her life, but that she can't reverse herself now. It is frustrating in that I don't really understand how she can say that. But it is what it is at this point. I am moving on with my life. Hopefully our house will sell soon and we can finalize the divorce. Maybe there will be a second act at some point in the future. Who knows? I know that all I can do is be the man I want to be...be the father I want to be... and look to find some happiness in this life.
