W returned my call last night in regards to seeing S3 tonight and spending tomorrow with him. She agreed that it would be OK for him to sleep over and get some extra time with me rather then just tomorrow. I could here something different in her voice - almost like she was crying or sad - very low soft spoken - I asked her if something was wrong or if she didn't feel good and all she would say is nothing. Then she tells me she thinks its best that we don't talk at all anymore. Asked her why - she said she had spent the day with her aunt and uncle(someone that I though I could trust as a friend and speak with - guess not) she said that he told her that he feels that she shouldn't speak to me anymore. And to think he promised to me that he would not discuss the W and I with her. She said that she wants to move on She said last Friday and Saturday that she was just over emotional, and that she felt no love for me at all when she was there that day. I told her I understand that. And again she pressed the issue why am I trying now all instead of in the past when she had wanted me to try. Told her I was just stupid and didn't see things as bad as they where, that it took her leaving for me to realize it. I'm going to keep doing what I can and work on my changes, pray, and be the best father I can be for S3 and wait and see what happens.
Me 35 W 30 S 3 M 7 : T 13 yrs Separated 2/20/09 My Story
