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Hello GIMA,

You raise a good point about the passport. One thing I did forget to mention about Saturday's converstation with the W was that I believe she wasn't completely truthful about the phone calls with her boss. When I asked if her boss had called...she said no. He was on the i.d. twice, but I don't whether the calls were incoming or outgoing. However, there were clearly two calls with this guy based on the caller id. She did not acknowledge any conversation with the guy. I became very suspicious when she ducked out of the room to complete her phone call when I returned from the gym.

Maybe she is caught up in a lie, and showing me the passport was a way go get out of it. Either way, this is a cheeseless tunnel for me. If there is another guy in the picture...the truth will eventually surface. Again, EA and PA are taboo for me b/c of my history.

This morning, I noticed the call log erased on all of the land-line phones. This episode has definitely pissed of my W. She was very cold to me this morning. She even loaded the coffee maker last night by herself, apparently not wanting me to prepare it for her like I have the last two months. Maybe I'm reading into this too much. Maybe I'm back to square one, or worse.

I know she does not want to be married to me anymore, she's only staying for the kids' sake. It's days like these where I don't want to remain married either. We both have suffered through all of this. I think only a miracle is going to save this one.

Any thoughts?
-LFH