Here's an email that W sent to me on Friday:

Hi GH31,

You must be feeling quite upset right now. I totally understand.

After I spoke to dad, I thought about what he said and he was right about a few things. I've been upset with you for a long time now and I guess I have dismissed some of your good qualities; I've been focusing on the bad, about the disappointment etc.

I really wanted to have a happy life once I got married and I was so crushed when you destroyed the dream.

And now I am in this mess and I'm not happy at all. I just want to be in love and trust my husband 100% with my heart.

I flew over again bacause I knew this would be the end to the OM chapter in my life.

I wanted to visit Germany with
[gay friend], I thought it would be good to do a trip before the baby comes.

I didn't tell you I was planning to visit England first because I knew how you would react. I need to see OM because he offered to arrange the cheap tickets for us a few weeks back. I also wanted to see him one last time.

I decided to fly on the day I did because I knew OM wouldn't be here; He's been away in Morocco all of this week; Due back last Saturday night; I just wanted a few days alone: Blobbing out doing nothing.

I know my life will change when the baby comes. And I hope to be recovered from all this by then.

I plan to be back late next week so we can have a good chat then.

See you then;
W xx


W is the female four letter word ending in U N T and it's not "aunt". She is a manipulative monster able to encroach on my enjoyment of life and good mood despite being as far away as she can possibly be. What an absolute maggot of a human being; I will be staying at my friend's house by the time she gets back.


Me: 46
W: 46
T: 23
M: 20
DS12
DD11
DS5

W left: 01/28/08
Discovered OM: 02/26/08
W back for 9 days: 04/08
W returned 05/21/08
EA/PA - 01/08-07/09
W's MLC 2008-2014 (realised this much later)