It's windy and sunny and hot and irritating weather. But I guess everything irritates me at the moment.
Forgiveness is never easy & mercy is never wasted. Neither is (true) love...-Niles Comer I added "true" to love. I hope it is true. I need some good-true love in my life. With no "ifs" and "buts" etc etc.
H overcame himself and hugged me when he arrived at my house on Sat noon. I guess because of my mail he didnt dare to come Friday. He hugged me and said something like "Dont worry, things will go better". I felt my eyes getting teary and I swear to God all I wanted what to just break down, right there, fall into pieces, let all this frustration and anger and guilt and worries and fear and disappointment and sadness just come out. But I couldnt. Because I had nobody strong enough to hold me. I am the strong one. And I hate that. K
