MotoB, I have a mastiff and a mutt, beleive it or not, the mutt is bigger than the mastiff. Its about 300 lbs of dog. Drooly drooly dog. I have 3 ferrets too. I started to thin out the pets, but I decided that I was through letting him cost me the things that I loved. Its gotten tough at times, with vet bills and whatnot. But its not their fault, so Im not going to let them suffer.
I think that Im done. If he wants to be with me I think that he will move heaven and earth to do so, but Im not waiting for it anymore. For over a year I have prayed for this to end, for us to be a family again. I gave him forgivness, something that is probably the most difficult thing that I have ever given anyone, and probably one of the most profound and significant things that he has received, maybe ever will. And he has jerked me around. I know that you are supposed to forgive everyone, everything, and I have forgiven him, but I dont have to, or want to keep taking it.
He gave up only a month into our reconciliation, without seeing a IC of anysort, or doing any research, reading an books, or even seeing me! I dont really care if this is normal, or to be expected. Whatever. Im just so tired.
Last edited by bluerain; 07/13/0906:51 AM.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
