Hopeful, not in anger just in hopelessness, and no it's not at all what I want. She reacted very well to the fact that I went to the clinic and actually got something for my depression.
I guess my plan is to give the meds a couple of weeks to kick in and see what happens. In the meantime I will try to give as much consistentcy as possible. I know because she's told me many a time that my lack of being consistent is one of the biggest hurdles to her coming back around.
I seem to have a very hard time with the lows not affecting my behavior and hopefully these meds will help me with that particular area of myself. God knows trying for five months on my own hasn't worked
e 42, Her 34 M 3yrs, T 8yrs D 5 S 3 S 2 ILYBINILWY 02/09 Sleeping in separate beds/with intimacy "I,m done" her words: 05/28/09 She's trying again 06/25/09 Second "I'm done" 07/11/09
