Finally trying to move on without H

[beepee]

gardener:
i blame it on the lack of sleep!!
i was so tired when i came back from the market (i had only slept for 2 hours before going) that i tried to stay awake as long as i could because i didnt wwant to fall asleep and wake up at 11pm at night which is just what happened!!! not good!

now im hoping i can fall back asleep in a few hours as my appt is at 10am tomorrow and i dont want to have only a few hours of sleep again and continue this pattern. besides, i dont like staying up late now that the H is gone, it feels lonely and empty..dont wanna feel that way!