I liked reading your "Good Afternoon Everyone!" post much more than this one. Go re-read it. What happened in a few hours, beep? Less active than earlier today, more time to think/dwell is my guess. That's okay. You're doing great!
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac