Still Wondering How To Handle Things!!

[kissak]

Thank you Trusting....I think that is what I need. Closure. I thought I had forgiven him, but looking over the last few days, maybe I havent.

He misses me and tells me that occasionally, but also tells me that he wished he could tell me why he cant come home.

I think that until he can tell me why, I wont have any closure.

Im gonna go try to have a better day today...I cried during church this morning...I hate feeling like this.