My dream last night was that H had come home. We were getting along well, as if nothing had happened. H picked up a new hobby and was spending time on his own working on it. I remember feeling left out from what he was doing and wanting to be included, but also thinking that I needed to give him space and to let him have his own life away from me/kids.
Hopefully, the message was that I've actually learned a little something through all of this and that I don't have to be control freak about everything.
