Hi JR09, You're definitely okay - and you will be okay no matter what happens. I think now that you've told her how you feel, it's a good idea to let it go - not repeat it. I know it's got to be tough in your situation since you live far apart from one another and you want to make sure she knows how you feel...
Are you still reading the DB/DR books? I found that I got a lot more out of DR...and found that I as I read and reread it I would understand a lot of things that I thought I had missed the first time through.