The intriguing line sounds like what a broken hearted guy on a bender might say without the "F@ck it"... or someone who's grudgingly crossed a bridge but is finding their stride on the other side.
Oops.. forgot what my intention was... but I figure the less bitterness I feel, the more love I can accept.
Out of curiosity, is it true that folks nowadays double check credit rating scores, medical histories, etc etc.. when things get 'interesting'?