Seperated

[LitlHopeAlwys]

Spent a little bit of time on the phone last night with W. Confirmed my thoughts that everything she had said about our M and R the end of the last week a mistake on her part. She said that she was feeling over emotional and slipped up.
She told me we can never be back together, because of all the hurt and she can't get past it. Then she told me it doesn't matter how long i wait, how much I change, she just won't move past it. She already in the past told me that she will not see a C for help to get past it.
I asked her about what she had said about a weekend getaway - told me to forget it, the only way she would consider it is if it was something like a Retrouvaille, she said it might help improve the conversation between us.
What conversation I asked her? She doesn't return any calls or call me.

I then tried to talk to her about seeing my S3 more often, and she said why? I told her I want to be a part of his life and spend as much time with him as I can. No answer. And yes I was getting emotional and trying my best to hide it in my voice - I think she knew though.
She ended the talk by saying that she has to go. That this is not as easy for her as I think it is. And that once you make a decision you have to stick to it. I told her that people change there mind all the time and to have a good night.